Physical effects from my cancer

I'm hoping to not 'bore' anyone with the intimate details of having anal cancer and surviving it.

I find my modesty is a bit lacking after having had everyone under the freaking sun looking at my 'ass'.

There is one positive side effect from having anal cancer and it came about as a result of having had radiation therapy. You gotta like the grays !!

I no longer have any pubic hair !! Bald as a freaking peach and smooth as a baby's bum :) I cannot believe I used to PAY MONEY to be this smooth. It is amazing how different the old 'wahoo' looks when it is free from hair. I feel somewhat 'slutty' even....

Too bad that there were a few 'stray' hairs that refused to die in the 'nether regions' that left me looking like a 'chinese crested hairless dog'.

Another positive from the radiation is being almost 'virgin' tight. Although I have not dared yet venture into the sex game again yet, I am using vaginal dilators to stretch my 'wahoo' out a bit in preparation.

I never would have imagined that a doctor would give you 'dildos' as part of your post cancer treatment. His description of how to do 'it' made me think 'PORNO' movie...hehehe

So a few times a week, I lay down watching TV and use the 'dilator' and it strangely does not resemble sex nor does it feel sexual at all.